How does it feel?

Well, that's a lie. Apparently time goes very quickly!

Tonight's the night I celebrate my 21st birthday. Well, in Christchurch anyway. My actual birthday is now only 6 days or so away....less than a week left of being 20 and not being an adult, sort of. I mean all things considered i'm pretty much domesticated now. I have a full time job, I cook dinner every night (except Thursdays) and I have a partner. Really, I should be in my mid-thirties by now. However this isn't all a bad really.....being loved is great. I like cooking, and working = money which = travelling around the world and my eventual Macbook.

I've compiled a rather eccentric playlist for tonight, the range is from Industrial (KMFDM) to Rock (Marilyn Manson, Shihad, Placebo) to Pop (Kylie Minogue) and to dance (Guru Josh, Ian Carey). There shall be much to cater for everyone. But hey, it's my birthday and i'll play the music that I want to. It's interesting to write this blog, almost a year to the day to when I posted a blog back on bebo regarding my thoughts of love and life. Things have obviously changed substantially since I wrote that. Having just re-read that blog post I made, I feel even more truely blessed at my current situation than I have in a while. I'm pretty priviliedged when it comes to my current situation. I have a brilliant partner, awesome flatmate, great landlords and friends across the country. I've moved out of home, into a different city, learnt to fend for myself.

So while I write this blog from the comfort of my bed, I should really get up and begin to organise for tonight, I'm going to try and make it as carefree as I can, but I still fear that someone is going to cause a commotion and embarrass me infront of everyone. I know the chances of this are minimal, but after my 19th birthday disaster, I wish to not repeat this sort of thing, especially for my 21st. Yes, I am celebrating it multiple times but this feels like it's the second most important party and one where the the likelihood of drama could occur at. So, fingers crossed for tonight! Lets hope that things go well and I can report back in my next post how the evening went!

Party on people!